i got that song stuck in my head ahahhas
DYNAMITE by taio cruz :D


anyways.. wow these last few days of high school has been mad as ! ive been hving the best time with the mateys (: and not to mention SHIN'S PARTY was pretty damn fun too ahahah. special thanks for shinface for organising an 18th <3

sunday was not a good day. head start to a bad morning.. and an even more incredibly shittier morning and afternoon. sometimes aye.. when i think of you, your nothing. the first time ive been to church in a long time, i didnt expect anything to jump out of no where. but you did.
the stimulus to my fucked up day.
the receptor, the necessary organ to live.
the effector a stab in the stomach and chest pains.
the response, the want for you to get the fuck out of my life.

so if you still read this shit.. here it is:

Outta My System - Bow Wow
"I'm sittin' lookin' out the window like damn
Tryna fix this situation that's at hand
You're still runnin' through my mind
When I'm knowin' that you shouldn't be
Me all on your mind and I'm knowin' that it couldn't be
...
And you know what you do to me, do to me
You don't even understand, damn
And you know what you do to me, do to me
It's so hard to get you outta my system

I'm too attached, my heart won't let me fall back
I got it bad, that's what you can call that
And when I see you in the streets, that's the worse for me
Used to love the little things you did, that's what works for me

It's too major, don't see you in my pager
Know what you doin', where you at or can I see you later?
The fellas tellin' me, "Just let her go, Bow"
Believe me, I'm tryin', man, I just don't know how

i officially am not going to touch my ipod for aeons.. i hate rnb..
hate the way i see you on the streets, laughing and all. i guess i should be happy cause its a smile i see. the things i hear abt you, it got me tearing up inside. fuck my heart i gotta listen to upstairs more. since you have, i better move on.. im praying that i can..


on a more POSITIVE NOTE !!
today! WAS A VERY GOOD DAY (: besides the insane raining and all. that really sucked. hanging out with the mateys after period 3 (: ah, love you guys so much.. always making my day <3 im so nervous for tmrw ! general pants job assessment. REALLY HOPE I GET THE JOB, and THANK THE LORD FOR THIS OPPORTUNITY !!
All Glory to Him c:


anyways time to go do analysis for related text..
laters !! study hard people (:



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