being christian aint a walk in the park.

and some people.. a lot actually. they wanna get to know God. when God starts to reach out to them, they freak out. they turn around... and run.
God is to be loved, worshipped, praised and honoured. yes he is fearful because its just insane how HUGE he really is.. the way he plans your life out.. and you have no freaking idea wats coming your way next.
it scares the F*ing daylight out of me.. literally.
& its what ive been going on since everything has taken the turn for the worse.. or perhaps for the best. regardless, ive been going to emotional hell back and forth.

some people tell me like the worst life experiences ever.. and yet they manage to say: but im grateful for what happened, because now im with God
at first i was like.. how on earth could you say that?
well.. i guess now i understand.
because im different. and im changing. perhaps not in a way that is totally obvious, very subtle. but its there. cause im coming to God. and hes growing on to me; a day just isnt complete anymore without feeling that connection.


its all worth it. i pray all friends and families who dont know Him, that they will get to know God for who he really is. because he is amazing and theres no greater God or love.


i dno what else to say. so ill jss end it here.
God Bless. xx



bby i love you
always have
& always will..
so dont go getting ideas
abt my heart changing

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