1 cool news: CODE BLUE. dance gen event; battles, comps, showcases & oneVSone battles + more; maq.uni coming saturday@atrium (yayfunfun.)

i have already gotten 2 notices for 2 maths assessments in week 6. must learn volumes, simple harmonic motion, projectile motion + study integration like theres no tmrw and binomials within the next month. great.

"its okay"
brother eats ur breakfast and lunch for his breakfast; its okay. someone forgets to do something for you when youve asked for the hundredth time; its okay. "im sorry"; its okay. &you cant seem to say its jss not okay..

sunday was weird. church was never really that awkward and empty-ish. it felt gay, and it was bad weather too.. even more gay.

last night was horrible. jss trying to do that integration catholic paper for 4U almost made my head explode. explode with the frustration and helplessness i felt at not even being able to answer the damned question. failure for the nxt test was all i could think of. nothing for the past week felt quite right. its like something was.. IS.. just, not right. the past 14 conscious years (assuming ur my age) has always taught us to develop a quality in our character through our own hardships like always sticking it out till the end. but this, this is like when a maths exam is testing you on something youve already learnt except twist the wording, the numbers and order to throw you off. and yes its thrown me off.


.. and i have a mind blank
how bland.

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