Joshua 1:9

"Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go."

woke up at 8am today and MAN was i tired. didnt wanna get outta bed. so i jss kinda accidentally rolled off it during my half assed attempt to get out and uh yeh.. LOL good thing theres a rug nxt to my bed -_-;;

so as per usual my saturday mornings are spent within the walls of talent physics classroom for 3 hours. zz. had a substitute today. everyone calls him Bond :L funny guy ahahha but he was uber good at teaching.. everything totally went into my head. booklet was mega thick though. and the weather mega gloomy. was very degrading ):

after jss went home and then drove out to campsie to get my back broken. suprisingly today she didnt break my back but rather decided my arm muscles needed a good kneading. my goodness. in her few fingers.. she had as much power as i did in my whole arm. was excruxiating D: but in the end i walked out feeling like all the pent up stress had left my body.

and then the headache kicked in.. zz.. driving back home was such a pain in the ass cause of fucking retarded saturay drivers(!!!!!) and dad sitting nxt to me.

ahhh.. right now: talking to genius white boy and wondering if i should jss go to sleep.. i can sense my mind wandering already ): not good..

i feel as though ive experienced a lifetimes worth of emotional bombardment within the last few months. im totally exhausted. i used to be the sort of person who would keep everything deep down inside & had only one person i could ever truly name as my best friend to talk to. but now cause of a someone, ive been trying to open up. im learning to love as God loves us so, and how He wishes us to love each other. but so far it has caused me nothing but great pain and temporary moments of happiness. am i being tested? the courage to love. is that the courage to be able to take whatever life flings at us?

mmm, well.. FOCUS!! gna go do my chem. as soon as ive finished this esterification practical crap im out. zz.. and maybe some maths too ):
yes.. how very degrading




tcsxx.

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