its a struggle
im getting tired. but i dont want to lose now
theres too much in the pot to give it to the nxt person
but im not superwoman.

Man i am getting so tired these days. today was absolutely shit. yes. absolutely shit. 3hrs of phys in the morning like usual.. and ive wasted the rest of my day waiting for my mum doing a facial.. a good chunk of my day was demolished. Yes and now, i have been annihilated by a few words. no idea. they have absolutely no idea how completely flattened, crushed and numb i feel now.
but then ive come to a point;
life situation isnt always how we would like it to be right.
other people have priorities in their life too,
so i guess thats just how it is..

sry guys, not really up to writing anything too long. my hearts just not into it as opposed to other days. gah, i think i have homework to do.. but i cant of anything except maths maths maths and physics!!! ): omg. gay. cbf. fml.

i cant wait for church to come tmrw.
highlight of my week.
the only light im seeing right now..
no, dont want to lose faith in hoping
but slowly its slipping and tripping

how long is this going to go for?
i really dont need something like this right now
but.. better now than during my assessments..
how long can i take it?



its the taste of white grey clouds all over again..

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