( profile *lamp )
name: beverley li
dob: second of december.
edu: Graduated [RSC'O10] --> YR12 HSC Student
nash: full chinese'' stat: on my walk with God
( my obsessions )
music. dance. snowy. reading books. basketball. drinking for the taste. hoodies. tattoos. stussy. unique styles. animals. fashion/clothes.
choreographing in the shower. singing in the shower. making life decisions in the shower. THE SHOWER (hehe). sleeping in on a rainy day.
staying out at night with mates. partying. DnMing. fuji fruit + strawberries. beach. winter. Stephen[Chow Sing-Chi] movies (epiccccccc). timtams, lindt and all things chocolate.
photos. polaroids. anime. milk tea; chatime. SPONGEBOB. kicks and shoes. chilling out...
+ so much more
...but most of all, my beautiful friends + family & ♥JC
repping dGen. ♥God and His indescribableamazingness.
.. more coming soon D:
essence of music
Any random thing. whether music, dance or just beats..
the other day, i heard a song i havent heard in a billioooooooon years ... "Over and Over Again" Nelly ft. Tim McGraw
sounds familiar? fark i am SO addicted. its so sad, but it sounds so honest i dnno, mybe its jss cause i can relate so many things to it
well here it is..
Cause its all in my head I think about it over and over again And I can’t keep picturing you with him And it hurts so bad, yeah Cause it’s all in my head I think about it over and over again I replay it over and over again And I can’t take it yeah I can’t shake it Nooo
I can’t wait to see you Want to see if you still got that look in your eyes That one you had for me before we said our goodbyes And it’s a shame that we got to spend our time Being mad about the same things Over and over again About the same things Over and over again Ohh But I think she’s leaving Ooh man she’s leaving I don’t know what else to do (I Can’t go on not loving you)
Cause its all in my head I think about it over and over again And I can’t keep picturing you with him And it hurts so bad, yeah Cause its all in my head I think about it over and over again I replay it over and over again yeah And I can’t take it yeah I can’t shake it Nooo
I remember the day you left I remember the last breath you took right in front of me When you said that u would leave I was too damn stubborn to try to stop you or say anything But I see clearly now And this choice I made keeps playing in my head Over and over again Playing my head Over and over again Ohh I think she’s leaving Ooh man she’s leaving I don’t know what else to do (I Can’t go on not loving you)
Cause its all in my head I think about it over and over again And I can’t keep picturing you with him And it hurts so bad, yeah Cause its all in my head I think about it over and over again I replay it over and over again And I can’t take it I can’t shake it Nooo
(Now that I’ve realized that I’m going down From all this pain you’ve put me through Every time I close my eyes I lock it down oh I can’t go on not loving you)
Cause its all in my head I think about it over and over again And I can’t keep picturing you with him And it hurts so bad, yeah Cause its all in my head I think about it over and over again I replay it over and over again And I can’t take it I can’t shake it Nooo
Cause its all in my head I think about it over and over again And I can’t keep picturing you with him And it hurts so bad, yeah Cause its all in my head I think about it over and over again I replay it over and over again And I can’t take it I can’t shake it Nooo
Over and Over again Over and Over again Cause it’s all in my head
Tuesday: today was.. same shiiiiiiieeeet ah except swinging on that round thing with jaclyn during social bball HAHAH! felt like a kid agen :D sigh. hey ! theres this new book im reading atm, its pretty good. It's called "The Gift" by Alison Croggon. LOL perhaps your thinking right now that i dont strike to you as a bookworm? WELL U THOUGHT WRONG. Though i can sorta see where ur coming from.. this ordinary girl thats into hiphop dance, thinks too tricky tricky, aspiring to become the world's best veterinary surgeon, is a major book-craver and loves maths? whaaaat the..? haha, suprise suprise (:
you know, now that ive read some of my friends blogs.. i realise that some are not as crazy as they seem.. or a load more sensitive than what their personalities might say at first impressions. Just goes to show how you can never judge a book by its cover. its sad how you might never be good friends with some jss because theres so much crap said abt them.. only if they were never true. gosh, jss totally reminds me of this msn convo i had with a good friend of mine. he used to go to rsc, same school, as well but he left to normo boys. we were talking abt friends and somehow it went to talking about me reading other peoples train of thoughts and personalities. haha, he insisted on me telling him about what i read of him.. but it was hard since i wasnt really close with him and dont see him everyday or anything like that.. but the only thing i could come up with was: him being a paradox of seriousness and jokingness (if theres such a word) haha, after a long talk he goes: "makes me wish i got to know you a lot better back then.."
cause its all in my head, i think about it over and over again. shit, going into D&M mode.. and.. still gotta do weekly chem hwk.. SIGH bro im so not into doing tedious work atm and drawing structural formulas of alkanols and balancing equations.. fark, i miss him heaps.. how did it end up this way. shall ttyls (: